The One That Needed Saving- Chapter 1

“Please stop your hurting me. Please.” I cried to him.

“Your moms not here to save you this time is she now?” He cackled.

“Please stop, mom is going to be home soon.” I pleated.

“Don’t worry about your mother. She’s not coming home anytime soon.” He laughed.

“No what did you do to her?”

“Lets just say she is somewhere where she can’t interrupt us anymore.” He said sliding his hand down my face.

“Please just let me be with my mom.” I cried tears falling down my face.

“Oh don’t worry you will be with her when I done with you.” He said as he started taking my pants off.

That was it I had enough, “HELP ME, PLEASE, SOMEONE PLEASE. I NEED HELP.” I yelled hoping someone would hear me. Thats the last thing I remember before he hit me and I blacked out.

“Octavia wake up, Octavia baby get up.”

“Dad I had the nightmare again, they won’t stop. Why won’t they stop.” I cried pulling him into a hug.

“It’s okay darling everything will be over soon. Once we move to London, and get you out of here things will get better. It’s going to take time.” He said kissing my forehead.

“Promise?”

“I Promise. Now you have to get ready, we have to leave for the airport in an hour.” He smiled down at me and left the room.

I don’t understand how my life got to this point. It feels like just yesterday I was with my mom dancing around to music and talking to her about boy, just having the time of our lives. Now I’m having the same nightmare over and over. Having to relive everything from that night over and over. I have to move to London with my Dad, because he got a new job managing some boy band. I don’t want any of this. I just want my mom, but I can’t have her and its killing.

“Well this is just going to be an amazing day.” I said to myself. I walked into my bathroom and grabbed the clothing I picked out the night before, it was nothing much just a crop top, shorts, and a pair of keds. I was not like I was going to be seeing anyone important today, not that it mattered. I grad my bag and phone. I looked around my room one last time, knowing that I would never see it again.

“By room, it was nice knowing you.” I said as I walked out and clothes the door behind me. There was not look back now.

Octavia’s Outfit- http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=44230421

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“Dad home much longer do we have to wait?” I asked moving around in my seat.

“Not that long, and the boys should be here any minute so they can keep you company.”

“Boys?” I asked

“The boys of One Direction that band I manage. They were here in L.A. Doing a music video, and they are flying back with us today.” He said smiling at me.

Great thats just want I needed. Having to deal with five annoying boys on a twelve hour flight. Just wonderful. I just sat there and silence for awhile, waiting to get on the plane. Thats something I loved about my dad. He just let me sit there and think. He knew when I talk and when you leave me alone, and on this flight thats what I needed. Time to think.

“Niall stop it.” I heard someone yelled from down the hall. Thats when I saw five obnoxious boys running and jumping all over each other. Please don’t be them, please. Great they are getting closer. That when my dads head looked up and he smiled. Thats when I knew they were in fact the boys of One Direction.

“HI boys.” My dad said giving them each a hug.

I just sat there not moving listen to my iPod trying not to get noticed for as long as possible.

“Octavia. Don’t be rude and come meet the boys.” Dad said giving me his hand and pulling me up.

“Boys this is my daughter Octavia. Octavia this is Liam, Harry, Zayn, Niall, and Louis.” I looked up and waved at all of them not saying a word.

“Does she speak?” Louis asked looking over to my dad.

“Yes I do, I just don’t feel like talking right now.” With that I walked over and sat back in my seat.

The flight from L.A. To London is now boarding. Please make your way to Gate 17.

“Come on darling its time to leave.” Dad said putting his arm over my shoulder.

We walked over to the gate and give the lady our tickets. This was it, its time to walk away from my old life and into my new one. Maybe dad was right maybe it was going to get better. Its just I left wrong leaving my mom behind. Even if she was in a grave I was still leaving her all alone.

Louis P.O.V.

“Does she speak?” I asked looking over to Huge.

“Yes I do, I just don’t feel like talking right now.” She snapped at me. Then walked right back to her seat, putting her headphones back in her ear. She looked so broken, like there was nothing she had left in her life.

“Huge is she ok?” I asked

“Boys there is something you should know, but I don’t want you to bring this up ever okay?” With that we all nodded.

“I’m not going to tell you everything, because I feel like its something she needs to tell you if you wants you to know.” He stop for a second collecting this thoughts before he continued. “She lost her mom last week. Its really hard for her to leave and not have her with her. Its going to take sometime, but she will be ok again.” I could see the sorrow in his eyes. There was more to the story, but he told us he could not tell us everything so I was going to leave it at that. I looked back over at Octavia, now I understand why she look empty and broken. She was her best friend was gone, the person that gave her life.

Octavia P.O.V.

I walked into the plane and sat in my seat, and closed my eyes. Thats when I felt someone sit next to me.

“Hey dad do you hav…” I looked and saw that it was not dad it was one of the boys. “Oh sorry. I thought you were my dad.” I added.

“No, its me. Your dad asked me to switch seats with him, because he needed to talk things over with Harry.”

“Sorry I don’t remember your name.” I said.

“Oh its Louis.”

“Well Louis, I would really like it if you could leave me be during this flight. I’m really not in the mood for small talk.” I said sounded cold. I did not mean to come across like that. Its just lately thats how I made everything sound.

“No thats ok.” He said and put his headphones in his ears closing his eyes.

I pulled out my notebook and a pen. I knew what I needed to do. I needed to write a letter to mom, even though she will never get it. I knew someone how she would get the messages I would be writing to her.

Dear mommy,

Hi mom. I don’t really know what to say other than I miss you more than anything. I don’t understand why you had to go. You were so full of life, you were my best friend. Now I have no one. I mean there is dad and I knew he is trying, but it will never be the same. I know you are watching over me up there so that makes it better.

I still have the nightmares of what happened. Him doing those things to me. Then I look over and see you laying there helpless. So lifeless and broken. Its all my fault if I told you what was going on you would still be here, because he would be out of our lives. Even though he is out of our lives not its not the same because you can’t be here with me. I just want my mom back, that’s all I ask. I’m scared mommy. I have no one to hold me like you did on the nights I could not sleep.

I’m going to try and get better. I’m going to try and be happy. I’m going to do it all for you. I remember something you use to tell me and its going to help me get through it, and I want it to help you get through this too.

You’re going to miss a lot. Don’t slow down. Don’t have regrets. Don’t live in the past. Don’t live in the future. Live for right now. Smile. You’re young, and only getting older. Don’t let anyone stop you.

I love you mom, don’t you ever forget that. You mean the world to me and that will never change. I’m still that little girl you held in the hospital after I was born. I will be forever yours and that will never change. I love you so much, and I will miss you for the rest of my life. Please don’t forget me up there because I know I never will. I know I will see you again one day, but for now I will see you later. I love you mommy please try and be happy and I will do the same.

Love your baby girl. I love you.

I closed the notebook and let the tears fall. I never realized how hard this was going to be. I had no one. Thats when I felt Louis wrap his arms around me and pull me into his chest.

“Everything is going to be ok. I want you to know I’m here is you ever want to talk or need a shoulder to cry on.” He said pulling me tight.

Maybe I was not alone, but it still felt like I was.